zero-code

that i still can sleep?

too early, i can barely keep my eyes open after only three hours of sleep.  fml.

"i will never sleep again, (i'll never even close my eyes)"
-thursday

this is where i stand now.  i've decided that i'm just going to continue as i always have.  nothing is worth much than yourself.  in the end you're the only one you need to deal with 24/7 so to hell with what everyone else thinks?  i'm still here, maybe a little more jaded, sarcastic and more confident than ever.  i'm not standing down, i'm done shooting myself in the foot or telling myself i'm not good enough.

i'm beginning to realize this is some of my own fault.  i should have known better than to hope for anything.  "if you never get your hopes up, you'll never be disappointed".  my bad, should have been more careful i suppose....

now, ten pgs in i realize this isn't going to work as a short story.  now i have to start over again because it's way to epic to cut and shorten into one and i couldn't do that to a really good concept.  so i guess i'll keep it to what i know best, zombies...anyone up for a zombie apocalypse survival short?  i know i am

that's right, low and behold everything goes to hell as usual.  i fucking give up.